THE TRUTH

In Life I realized tat every1 is scared,
Between losing some1 or letting someone in,
The fear of letting someone go,
Or fear of holding on n gettin' hurt...

I'm scared bout my future,
Yet I'm terrified bout the past,
I'm just me...who scared of telling the truth n face the fact,
But, at the same note, I'm also scared tat they will find out bout my lies

Our whole life we build up walls of our choosing,
Making sure we dont go out of our social status or expectation,
Making sure we dont linger to for or getting too close..

We were both to go past these walls,
To see what's on the other side,
But its not tell we cross,
Tat we know wat love is truly about...

Knowing tat everythin' has a adrenaline rush with a scary ending,
Knowing tat not every chapter in our life will av a heppie ending,

People who r fearless,see themselves as a brave ones,
But I see them as foolish,
Becuz without fear, there is no serenity,
Without lies there is no truth,
Without the bad there will never be good...

So, I choose to be me..
Naughty + tomboyish + funny + caring,
Hoping for LOVE to come to me,
LOVE tat givez me strength to get rid of his love...

HEY LADIES!!!! BUKA MATA, MULAKAN LANGKAH BARU!!!!

Bangunlah wahai teman,
jangan terus dibuai mimpi,
kita wanita penggerak wawasan,
harus tabah menghadapi cabaran,
walau seribu dugaan menimpa,
semangat kita tak usah padam.....

Buktikanlah teman,
kita mampu seganding mereka,
menimba ilmu memancar citra,
demi masa depan gemilang,
menjadikan kita Wanita terbilang.....

Wanita berhemah, berkarisma tinggi,
manfaat ilmu maruah terjaga,
meneroka impian menebus kecewa,
mengenggam bara menjadi arang.....

Duhai teman,
hargailah detik kehidupan kita,
kegagalan lalu jadikan pedoman,
untuk merealisasikan,
harapan dan cita,
renungkanlah masa depan yang cerah,
kerana kita istimewa,
kita punya azam,
kita punya visi,
kita adalah Wanita harapan bangsa,
tunggak kejayaan negara!!!!!!!

MOTHER

EVERY CHILD HAS A WONDERFUL MOM,
MOM WHO CAN BE WITH U WHEN U NEED HELP,
MOM IS THE MOST PRECIOUS PERSON ON THE EARTH,
IF U LOOSE HER, U WILL FEEL REGRET....

THERE R SO MANY KINDA ATTITUDES,
RUDE + NOISY + STUBBORN + LAZY + HARDWORKIN
YET MOM STILL BE WITH US...
WHO EVER WE ARE OR WHAT WE DO...

DUN U REALIZE IT???!!!
A LITTLE LOVE IS ENOUGH TO MAKE HER HAPPY...
MONEY IS AIN'T IMPORTANT...
YET BCUZ IT DOESNT BRING HAPPINESS...

EVERY MOM ONLY KEEP A LITTLE HOPE..
HOPE TAT WILL COMES TRUE B4 ITS TOO LATE...
HOPE TAT REMAINS IN THEIR DEEPEST HEART...
HOPE TAT WILL BRING HER HAPPINESS TIMELESS...
HOPE TO SEE THEIR CHILDREN HAPPY N SUCCEED IN LIFE...

DO WE KNOW BOUT MOM'S HOPE??
YES, WE DO...BUT WORLD KEEP US BUSY...
BUSY LOOKIN 4 WEALTH AND ABANDON OUR BELOVED MOM...
LET HER BE ALONE... WITH NO ONE AROUND...

B4 ITS TOO LATE...
LETS WE FULFILL MOM'S HOPE...
SO TAT..
WE CAN KEEP MOM SMILE ALWAYS....

CINTA oh CINTA

Jika ditanya akan novel-novel??
siapakah juaranya??
pastinya REMAJA....

Jika ditanya akan cinta monyet??
siapa yang kemaruk??
pastinya REMAJA...

Jika ditanya akan hiburan??
Siapa peminatnya??
pastinya REMAJA...

Jika ditanya akan khayalan??
siapa yang gemar??
pastinya REMAJA..

namun...

jika ditanya akan ilmu??
siapa yang mahu??
90% bukan para REMAJA....

Jika ditanya akan ibu bapa??
Siapa yang mengambil berat??
90% bukan para REMAJA...

Jika ditanya akan CINTA??
99.9% REMAJA berkata "AKU CINTA PADAMU"
tetapi cinta itu dituju kepada siapa??
99.99% REMAJA berkata "AKU CINTA PADAMU, KEKASIHKU"
tetapi kekasihku itu dituju kepada siapa??
99.99% CINTA itu dituju kepada gurlfren/boyfren..

sedarkah mereka CINTA mereka itu hanya pada duniawi??
99.99% REMAJA alpa akan CINTA YANG AGUNG..
sedarkah mereka bahawa CINTA yang diluahkan kepada kekasih tidak seindah luahan kepada CINTA YANG AGUNG??

jika ditanya akan CINTA AGUNG??
siapakah yang menghayatinya??
pasti bukan REMAJA..
CINTA AGUNG = CINTA kepada ALLAH SWT..

tidak ada cinta yang seindah CINTA kepada ALLAH SWT..
biar susah hidupnya, andai dia amal CINTA AGUNG..
kehidupannya sentiasa terang disuluh cahaya..

Renung-renungkanlah....
Amal-amalkanlah...
Hayatilah....
Simpan erat-erat di hati...
Kukuhkan CINTA ini..
kerana.....
hidup ini terlalu singkat....
terlalu singkat untuk mengucap kata TAUBAT...

WHAT IS LOVE???

LOVE is UNPREDICTABLE, LOVE is UNCONTAINABLE, LOVE is RELIABLE, LOVE is INFALLIBLE, LOVE is RITE, LOVE is WRONG, LOVE is WEAK, LOVE is STRONG, LOVE is GOOD, LOVE is SURE, LOVE is JELEZ, LOVE is PAIN, LOVE is LOST, LOVE is GAINED, LOVE is NAKED, LOVE is RAW, LOVE is EVERYTHING, LOVE is ALL, LOVE is HERE, LOVE is THERE, LOVE is BEAUTIFUL, LOVE is FAIR, LOVE is GREAT, LOVE is SHIT, LOVE is DEMANDING, LOVE is ETERNAL, LOVE is IMMORTAL, LOVE is CHANGELESS, LOVE is AGELESS, LOVE is INDEFECTIBLE, LOVE is INFINITE, LOVE is INTERMINABLE, LOVE is TIMELESS, LOVE is UNDYIN', LOVE is UNINTERRUPTED, LOVE is 4EVER, LOVE is UNCEASIN', LOVE is SUPERTEMPORAL, LOVE is PERPETUAL, LOVE is PERMENANT, LOVE is PERDURABLE, LOVE is IMMUTABLE, LOVE is SELF-EXISTENT, LOVE is ENDURING, LOVE is EVERLASTIN', LOVE is ALWAYS, LOVE is in AETERNUM, LOVE is DEATHLESS, LOVE is BOUNDLESS, LOVE is DIUTURNAL, LOVE is CONSTANT......

> ANTARA KAU, AKU DAN DIA <

SABAN HARI KU MENCARI KEKUATAN, MEMBERANIKAN DIRI UNTUK MELUAHKAN PERASAAN KU KEPADAMU, AKU LEMAH BERDIRI, KELU UNTUK BERBICARA TATKALA MEMANDANG RAUT WAJAHMU SABAN HARI KU MENYAYANGIMU, MENGHARAPKAN BALASAN YANG SAMA DARIMU, TETAPI SIKAP EGOIS MU MEMANCARKAN KEHINAAN SIKAPMU, NAMUN TETAP KU TETAP SABAR MENYAYANGIMU MASA BERLALU, NAMUN TIDAK PERNAH KAU MENUNJUKKAN SAYANGMU KEPADAKU, HANYA HINAAN!!! MAKIAN!!! DAN EJEKAN!!! YANG KAU LEMPARKAN KEPADAKU.... APALAH KEKURANGAN YANG ADA PADAKU??? BEGITU HINA KAH DIRIKU INI???!!!!! SABAN HARI KU MENANGIS, MENANGIS AKAN DIRIMU, INGIN SEKALI AKU MEMAKIMU, NAMUN, SAYANGKU KEPADAMU TERAMAT DALAM, YA, KINI KU SUDAH BERSEDIA MELEPASKANMU, MELENYAPKANMU DARI INGATANKU SELAMA-LAMANYA, KEHADIRAN ZACK TERNYATA TELAH MEMULIHKAN HATIKU YANG TELAH HANCUR REMUK, TERNYATA SELAMA INI HANYA ZACK YANG MEMAHAMI PERASAANKU.. PERNAH SEKALI ZACK INGIN MEMAKIMU DENGAN PERKATAAN-PERKATAAN KESAT, NAMUN, KU TEGAHNYA, MEMAKI MU HANYA MEMBAZIRKAN TENAGA!!! SEANDAINYA KAU TIDAK TERLALU EGOIS SUDAH PASTI KU MASIH MENYAYANGIMU TAPI.... ITU AMATLAH MUSTAHIL KERNA DIRIMU HANYALAH SEJARAH DALAM "LOVE-STORY" KU...

THE REAL ME........

MY NAME IS AMYRA HANANI. I WAS BORN ON 1ST JULY 1995.. I'M THE THIRD FROM 6TH SIBLINGS..I LIKE TO MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH.. I'M JUST AN ORDINARY PERSON WITH VARIOUS KIND OF ORDINARY QUALITIES (GOOD QUALITIES+BAD QUALITIES=ME). I LIKE TO HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS MOST OF THE TIME BUT I'M ALSO LIKE TO BE AROUND WITH MY FAMILY.. I HAVE A LOT OF BOYFRIENDS BUT PERMENANT BOYFRIEND NAMED (Z.E.A). I CANT TELL THE WORLD WHAT IS HIS FULL NAME BUT MOST OF MY FRIENDS ALREADY KNEW( I GUESS *_*).. I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH!!!! I'M NOT A PERFECT HUMAN BEING..I'M ALWAYS MAKE A MISTAKES..BESTFRIEND??? HMM.... ACCORDING TO MY "DICTIONARY", PEOPLE WHO TALK WITH ME ALWAYS BE MY BESTFRIENDS... ENEMIES??? NOT AT ALL.. BUT MAYBE THEY ASSUMED ME AS THEIR ENEMY (I THINK.HAHA!!!)... I'M HAVE A GOOD LIFE (BIG FAMILY+HEALTHY FAMILY+GOOD FRIENDS+CARING BOYFRIEND). I LIKE TO CREATE A LOT OF POEMS DEPENDS ON MY MOOD..MOSTLY BROKEN-HEART POEMS.. DADDY N MUMMY ADVISED ME TO MASTER MY ENGLISH BUT I THINK I CAN'T BE THE BEST!!! ITS REALLY HARD TO MAINTAIN IN THE HIGHEST POSITION..SO,I TOLD THEM TAT IT IS BETTER IF I BE THE BEST AMONG THE BEST COMPARED TO BEING THE BEST OF ALL..GET IT?? SURE, U DONT... MY GRANS ONCE TOLD ME THAT WE ARE STILL CATEGORIZED AS "STUPID/MORONS" EVENTHOUGH WE HAVE A GENIUS IQ IF WE ARE IMMATURE IN COURTESY(BUDI BAHASA)...SO,IN ORDER TO BE A BETTER PERSON WE NEED TO MASTER BOTH (COURTESY + IQ)..

S@YoNaRa sPoNgEbOb!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO MANY THOUGHTS,

I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN,

I'LL START FROM MY HEART,

AND WHAT I FEEL WITHIN

I STILL HAVE FEELINGS,

WHICH HAVEN'T CHANGED,

BCUZ WHEN U LEFT ME,

MY HEART RE-ARRANGED..

I USED TO CRY,

SO MANY TIMES A DAY,

BUT LATELY THOSE TEARS,

HAVE BEEN FADE AWAY.....

I'M HOPING TAT,

MY BRIGHTER DAY SOON WILL COME,

& MYBE..JUZ MYBE,

I'LL FIND THE NEW SPECIAL PERSON...

YES!! ITS BEEN HARD EARLIER,

BUT I'M GETTING BACK MY LIFE,

I'VE BEEN MANAGED,

TO PUT AWAY MY HOPE ON U..

I'LL FIND SOMEONE,

WHO IS RIGHT FOR ME,

WHO LOVES ME,

& LETS ME BE ALL I CAN BE..

YET THE THOUGHT OF U WITH UR NEW GURLFWEN,

IS TEARING ME APART,

BECUZ U WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE

DEEP INSIDE MY BROKEN HEART...

DO I STILL LOVE U?

YES, I DO...WITH ALL OF MY HEART,

BUT ANOTHER PART INSIDE ME

IS GETTING OVER U & TRY TO 4GET U...

I NEVER THOUGHT TAT I'M WOULD SAY TIZ,

BUT I'M SIMPLY HAVE TO CONFESS

WITH EACH & EVERYDAY TAT GOES BY,

I FEEL CONFORT WITH MY NEW 'BF'...

I JUZ WANTED 2 BE WITH U,

BUT NOW U'RE GONE,

& THE TIME HAS COME,

FOR ME TO MOVE ON..

THE DEEPEST REGRETS!!!!

MY HEAD LAYS ON MY PILLOW,

THE ROOM IS DARK & DAMP,

IF I COULD ONLY SEE UR FACE,

THOUGH I KNOW THAT I CAN'T.........

I TRY TO CLOSE MY EYES & SLEEP,

BUT UR FACE HAUNTS MY DREAMS,

I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN TORN APART,

I'M BROKEN IN REALITY NOT IN DREAMS....

I TOSE & TURN, I'M RESTLESS,

I KNOW I WILL NOT SLEEP,

I KNOW THAT I STILL THINK OF U,

DO U STILL THINK OF ME????

MY EYES NOW FACE THE DARKNESS,

THE DEMON'S HAUNTING OUR LIVES,

IT SEEMS WE HAD IT ALL & MORE,

BUT....WHY DID U HATE ME??WHY??!!!

I SIT UP SMOOTH, BUT SLOWLY,

I GRIP MY SHEETS IN MY BARE HANDS,

WHY DID U AV 2 HATE ME?

I JUZ DUN UNDERSTAND...

I WATCH THE SECONDS PASS ME BY,

THE SILENCE FILLS MY HEART,

U KNOW TAT I'M FRAGILE..

DO U KNOW I'M REALLY TORN APART??!!

MY ROUTINE PASSES QUICKLY BY,

NOT CONSCIOUSLY AWAKE,

IT SEEMS U ARE THE ONLY 1,

IS IT ALL THIS A MISTAKE?

Y DID U DO THIS?

WITHOUT U, MY LOVE

LIFE WILL NOT BE THE SAME,

N MY SOUL HAS BEEN BROKEN BADLY....

KAU TERISTIMEWA...

ASSALAMUALIKUM & SALAM MUHIBAH.. SY TERKENAL SEBAGAI SEORANG YANG 'HINGAQ'.. SY MEMANG SUKE BERLAWAK..SY XPNAH SEHARIPUN KALU X BUAT LAWAQ.. MELIHAT OWG TERTAWA ITU SUDAH CUKUP MENGHHIBURKAN SY. . SY SNGT SYANG KELUARGA + RAKAN2 SY.. JD, SY INGIN AMBIQ KESEMPATAN INI TUQ UCAP TANX 4 THOSE YG TELAH/SEDANG/AKAN BERKWN DNGN SY.. SY HNYA INSAN BIASA YG MEMPUNYAI KEKURANGAN..XPERNAH 100% PERFECT. NAMUN, MASIH ADA INSAN2 YG BEGITU MEMBENCIKU..MUNGKIN AQ TELAH MENYAKITI MEREKA..JADI, ANDAI ESOK TAKDIRKU PERGI, BIARLAH SY MENGAMBIL PELUANG EMAS INI UNTK MEMOHON MAAF ANDAI SY MENYAKITI ANDA..SEJUJURNYA SY XTERLANTAS DI FIKIRAN SY UNTUK MEMUSUHI ANDA..SY MUNGKIN OVER-EMOSI DAN TERKELUAR WORDS2 YG BERBENTUK CACI-MAKI MAHUPUN WORD2 KOTOR.. SY BERHARAP DIRI INI MENDAPAT KEMAAFAN SEBELUM TERLEWAT.. MESKIPUN KERAS HATI UNTUK MEMAAFKU, SY INGIN MENYEBARKAN SATU WASIAT IAITU "PERSAHABATAN ADALAH INDAH..LEBIH INDAH JIKA IA BERKEKALAN ZAMAN-BERZAMAN.. FORMULA KASIH SAYANG :

• CAWAN + AIR = KASIH SAYANG (FIKIRKAN KONKLUSINYA)
• HATI + LOVE = KASIH SAYNG (FIKIRKAN KESANNYA)
• BENCI + SAYANG = KASIH SAYANG ( FIKIRKAN FAKTORNYA)
• MULUT + LIDAH = KASIH SAYANG (FIKIRKAN MENGAPA)
• IQ + BUDI BICARA = KASIH SAYANG (BENARKAH??)

SEKIAN,TQ XOXOXOXOXOXO MYRA