S@YoNaRa sPoNgEbOb!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO MANY THOUGHTS,

I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN,

I'LL START FROM MY HEART,

AND WHAT I FEEL WITHIN

I STILL HAVE FEELINGS,

WHICH HAVEN'T CHANGED,

BCUZ WHEN U LEFT ME,

MY HEART RE-ARRANGED..

I USED TO CRY,

SO MANY TIMES A DAY,

BUT LATELY THOSE TEARS,

HAVE BEEN FADE AWAY.....

I'M HOPING TAT,

MY BRIGHTER DAY SOON WILL COME,

& MYBE..JUZ MYBE,

I'LL FIND THE NEW SPECIAL PERSON...

YES!! ITS BEEN HARD EARLIER,

BUT I'M GETTING BACK MY LIFE,

I'VE BEEN MANAGED,

TO PUT AWAY MY HOPE ON U..

I'LL FIND SOMEONE,

WHO IS RIGHT FOR ME,

WHO LOVES ME,

& LETS ME BE ALL I CAN BE..

YET THE THOUGHT OF U WITH UR NEW GURLFWEN,

IS TEARING ME APART,

BECUZ U WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE

DEEP INSIDE MY BROKEN HEART...

DO I STILL LOVE U?

YES, I DO...WITH ALL OF MY HEART,

BUT ANOTHER PART INSIDE ME

IS GETTING OVER U & TRY TO 4GET U...

I NEVER THOUGHT TAT I'M WOULD SAY TIZ,

BUT I'M SIMPLY HAVE TO CONFESS

WITH EACH & EVERYDAY TAT GOES BY,

I FEEL CONFORT WITH MY NEW 'BF'...

I JUZ WANTED 2 BE WITH U,

BUT NOW U'RE GONE,

& THE TIME HAS COME,

FOR ME TO MOVE ON..

THE DEEPEST REGRETS!!!!

MY HEAD LAYS ON MY PILLOW,

THE ROOM IS DARK & DAMP,

IF I COULD ONLY SEE UR FACE,

THOUGH I KNOW THAT I CAN'T.........

I TRY TO CLOSE MY EYES & SLEEP,

BUT UR FACE HAUNTS MY DREAMS,

I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN TORN APART,

I'M BROKEN IN REALITY NOT IN DREAMS....

I TOSE & TURN, I'M RESTLESS,

I KNOW I WILL NOT SLEEP,

I KNOW THAT I STILL THINK OF U,

DO U STILL THINK OF ME????

MY EYES NOW FACE THE DARKNESS,

THE DEMON'S HAUNTING OUR LIVES,

IT SEEMS WE HAD IT ALL & MORE,

BUT....WHY DID U HATE ME??WHY??!!!

I SIT UP SMOOTH, BUT SLOWLY,

I GRIP MY SHEETS IN MY BARE HANDS,

WHY DID U AV 2 HATE ME?

I JUZ DUN UNDERSTAND...

I WATCH THE SECONDS PASS ME BY,

THE SILENCE FILLS MY HEART,

U KNOW TAT I'M FRAGILE..

DO U KNOW I'M REALLY TORN APART??!!

MY ROUTINE PASSES QUICKLY BY,

NOT CONSCIOUSLY AWAKE,

IT SEEMS U ARE THE ONLY 1,

IS IT ALL THIS A MISTAKE?

Y DID U DO THIS?

WITHOUT U, MY LOVE

LIFE WILL NOT BE THE SAME,

N MY SOUL HAS BEEN BROKEN BADLY....

KAU TERISTIMEWA...

ASSALAMUALIKUM & SALAM MUHIBAH.. SY TERKENAL SEBAGAI SEORANG YANG 'HINGAQ'.. SY MEMANG SUKE BERLAWAK..SY XPNAH SEHARIPUN KALU X BUAT LAWAQ.. MELIHAT OWG TERTAWA ITU SUDAH CUKUP MENGHHIBURKAN SY. . SY SNGT SYANG KELUARGA + RAKAN2 SY.. JD, SY INGIN AMBIQ KESEMPATAN INI TUQ UCAP TANX 4 THOSE YG TELAH/SEDANG/AKAN BERKWN DNGN SY.. SY HNYA INSAN BIASA YG MEMPUNYAI KEKURANGAN..XPERNAH 100% PERFECT. NAMUN, MASIH ADA INSAN2 YG BEGITU MEMBENCIKU..MUNGKIN AQ TELAH MENYAKITI MEREKA..JADI, ANDAI ESOK TAKDIRKU PERGI, BIARLAH SY MENGAMBIL PELUANG EMAS INI UNTK MEMOHON MAAF ANDAI SY MENYAKITI ANDA..SEJUJURNYA SY XTERLANTAS DI FIKIRAN SY UNTUK MEMUSUHI ANDA..SY MUNGKIN OVER-EMOSI DAN TERKELUAR WORDS2 YG BERBENTUK CACI-MAKI MAHUPUN WORD2 KOTOR.. SY BERHARAP DIRI INI MENDAPAT KEMAAFAN SEBELUM TERLEWAT.. MESKIPUN KERAS HATI UNTUK MEMAAFKU, SY INGIN MENYEBARKAN SATU WASIAT IAITU "PERSAHABATAN ADALAH INDAH..LEBIH INDAH JIKA IA BERKEKALAN ZAMAN-BERZAMAN.. FORMULA KASIH SAYANG :

• CAWAN + AIR = KASIH SAYANG (FIKIRKAN KONKLUSINYA)
• HATI + LOVE = KASIH SAYNG (FIKIRKAN KESANNYA)
• BENCI + SAYANG = KASIH SAYANG ( FIKIRKAN FAKTORNYA)
• MULUT + LIDAH = KASIH SAYANG (FIKIRKAN MENGAPA)
• IQ + BUDI BICARA = KASIH SAYANG (BENARKAH??)

SEKIAN,TQ XOXOXOXOXOXO MYRA